Sunday 18 November 2012

She has a name.


She has a name

I had a girl once
In my life some time ago.
She made me feel things
Ones I’d never felt before.
She was so beautiful
Laying on my bed
But now she’s bound me up
And left me for dead.

She has a name

She has a name

Lust was on the list,
And controlling was the game.
Deep in this paradox
We both felt no shame.
Closer I came to her
The more I cried her name
Did not deny her once
Now my heart’s all aflame

She has a name
   
She has a name
I’d never been so happy,
And it all seemed so prefect.
I wish I only knew,
The hell that came into effect
Everything was all a lie
Nothing I knew now was real.
How can I ever trust again?
Because all I feel is betrayal.

Never to let you in again
Never to trust you again
I’ll try to deny you,
To silence you
To erase you

But all I hear is your name

She has a name

She has a name

Now I only feel pain
Trying to unplug this madness
But I guess it’s too much
To ask for a little help and solace
So I’ll sew my eyes shut
To blind my sight of you
I’ll sit here now and pray
To start my life anew.

She has a name

She has a name

And her name was love…      

Tuesday 6 November 2012

Where darkness lies deep



Where is the sunshine on the meadow?
Where is angel that was singing?
Where has it gone now?

It’s all covered in shadow
It’s all drowned in water
It’s all just gone now

Taken by the lust in their eyes
Because the fixation became too much
The weakness they showed here today
Will not go unpunished

I feel the rain pounding down above me
Pounding to the rhythm of my heart
Faster and heavier it gets when you are near

Here I hold in my hand
Cold, smooth and sharp
Violating with no soul
Caressing against the skin

Lust by my blade…
Die by my blade…

Creeping down your spine
Shivering as it does so
Watching tears of blood run down your face
As I whisper in your ear how much I love you
Too hurt you, wearing the shame like skin
Like a whore. Wasted and thrown away
Only to burn…
Burn…
Burn…
Burn…
BURN…
BURN!!!!!

Look at me in the face as you BURN!!!!
Burn…
Burn…
Burn…

Stare in my eyes as BURN!!!
Burn…
Burn…
Burn…

Take it all away from me
Nothing can hurt me now
Take it all away from me
Nothing can hurt me now

BURN IT ALL!!!!!!!





  

Rebound Girl


Rebound Girl

Spin your web round me,
Hope and desires
Imprisoned by your glaze,
A mystery transpires.

But now I’m caught in your grip again

It’s not your fault
You’re just a rebound girl
Stop playing this game
You’re just a rebound girl
  
You’re just full of needs
All this attention
Don’t put the blame on me
Creating all this tension.

I never wanted this
I wanted affection
But instead of love
I got rejection.

But now I’m caught in your grip again

It’s not your fault
You’re just a rebound girl
Stop playing this game
You’re just a rebound girl

When you whisper in my ear
I hear the loneliness in your voice
It’s not your fault your like this
You’re just a rebound girl.

Saturday 23 June 2012

Fairy Tales No More


Fairy Tales No More

As a young child
I stared at the world
With wide eyed curiosity
So innocent
So naive

Fairy tales of heroes and knights alike
Conquering over the darkness and blight
Pictures painting scenes of happy endings
Sunshine and rainbows fill bright blue skies
All LIES!!!

Dreams of romance with ending of a fable
Thinking all the bads been brushed under the table
Don’t be fooled
Don’t be mislead
For the real nightmare begins
When you wake from your bed

Now you can see
The world for what is
All the stories were warnings
All the tales bore meanings

There is no magic, nor mages,
All but plagues and diseases,

No knights to come and save you,
Only soldiers that will kill you,

Not with the knife, not with the sword
All with a bullet and with the trigger,

No monsters, no demons or vampires
Just cheats, killers, rapists and liars!

FEAR!!!!!!

Fairy tales…
There all but lies…
Hidden meanings disguised
To hide harsh realities from eyes

It’s time to sleep
With fairy tales no more…   

Friday 22 June 2012

World Eater


World Eater

Feeling the cries as the world comes to an end
Left behind with nature as it all starts to bend
The damage has been done, no time to amend
The cancer
The horror
The hunger
The rapture

Swallow the world, life and all the pain.
Only consuming, we’ve only ourselves to blame
Take one last breath and prey before the fall
Close your eyes, it’s almost over, no more
NO MORE!!!

The grey clouds circle all around us
Bring together the fuel and fire
Run and hide if you can
But watch as all hope turns to ash…

Don’t just sit there don’t you feel the pain, the shame.
God dam what’s up with you, your all just the same.
I can’t seem to maintain we’re all going to die in vain.
No forgiveness
No remorse
No grief
No responsibility
It’s all just SHIT!!!

Swallow the world, life and all the pain.
Only consuming, we’ve only ourselves to blame
Take one last breath and prey before the fall
Take my hand my friend and might not lose it all

The grey clouds circle all around us
Bring together the fuel and fire
Run and hide if you can
But watch as all hope turns to ash…

The colours sink in to darkness.

Distant from existence in time

Don’t blame me
Don’t blame me
Don’t blame me
Don’t blame me
DON”T BLAME ME!!!!

World eater!!
He comes!!

World eater!!
He comes!!
Don’t blame me!!
World eater!!
He comes!!

World eater!! 
(Swallow the world, life and all the pain.)

He comes!!
(Only consuming, we’ve only ourselves to blame)

World eater!!
(Take one last breath and prey before the fall)

He comes!!
(Take my hand my friend and might not lose it all)

We’re all to blame for the darkness…


   

Monday 4 June 2012

A Confession


A Confession

 Given up, succumbing to the music, away from what I thought I knew.
 Falling far into distance, a feeling I suffered to long its untrue.
 Tell me its fine, tell me it’s ok, tell me it’s not just me and you believe I belong here too.

Ran away, to place deep inside, away to somewhere distant and new.
I couldn’t stand this emotion, no more constantly feeling blue.
But one thing has been missing in my life and that one thing missing is you.

Thursday 24 May 2012

Wasted time

its been a while so heres a short one I wrote not to long ago. Feeling time isn't on my side lately and that I need to use my time more wisely. So heres a song about an old man who wasted his life and only realized it when it was too late. HAPPY DAYS!!! !..!,

  
Wasted time


An old man unlucky and alone,  

Feels he’s wasted his life away.

Nothing to show for his time,

No child to care for

And none to care back.



No prayer

Ever reached the stars,

Only one

Tear touched the ground.



Frail the body now that dreamed,

Of something full, more than this

It’s a life packed full of regret,

A life still so empty

Submerged in memory



No prayer

Ever reached the stars,

Only one

Tear touched the ground.



The man who gambled his years away

Left with nothing

A cold encasement and stone awaits

No eulogy

And no second chance



No prayer

A wish too much

Only one

A dream too little



Looking in the mirror…

(No prayer…)

Realizing he’s not who he thinks…

(Only one…)

The truths bolder on the outside…

(No prayer…)

Left to die away and soon forgotten…

(Only one…)



Feel little pity with his wasted time.

Come shake the hands of the unlucky one.