Sunday 18 November 2012

She has a name.


She has a name

I had a girl once
In my life some time ago.
She made me feel things
Ones I’d never felt before.
She was so beautiful
Laying on my bed
But now she’s bound me up
And left me for dead.

She has a name

She has a name

Lust was on the list,
And controlling was the game.
Deep in this paradox
We both felt no shame.
Closer I came to her
The more I cried her name
Did not deny her once
Now my heart’s all aflame

She has a name
   
She has a name
I’d never been so happy,
And it all seemed so prefect.
I wish I only knew,
The hell that came into effect
Everything was all a lie
Nothing I knew now was real.
How can I ever trust again?
Because all I feel is betrayal.

Never to let you in again
Never to trust you again
I’ll try to deny you,
To silence you
To erase you

But all I hear is your name

She has a name

She has a name

Now I only feel pain
Trying to unplug this madness
But I guess it’s too much
To ask for a little help and solace
So I’ll sew my eyes shut
To blind my sight of you
I’ll sit here now and pray
To start my life anew.

She has a name

She has a name

And her name was love…      

Tuesday 6 November 2012

Where darkness lies deep



Where is the sunshine on the meadow?
Where is angel that was singing?
Where has it gone now?

It’s all covered in shadow
It’s all drowned in water
It’s all just gone now

Taken by the lust in their eyes
Because the fixation became too much
The weakness they showed here today
Will not go unpunished

I feel the rain pounding down above me
Pounding to the rhythm of my heart
Faster and heavier it gets when you are near

Here I hold in my hand
Cold, smooth and sharp
Violating with no soul
Caressing against the skin

Lust by my blade…
Die by my blade…

Creeping down your spine
Shivering as it does so
Watching tears of blood run down your face
As I whisper in your ear how much I love you
Too hurt you, wearing the shame like skin
Like a whore. Wasted and thrown away
Only to burn…
Burn…
Burn…
Burn…
BURN…
BURN!!!!!

Look at me in the face as you BURN!!!!
Burn…
Burn…
Burn…

Stare in my eyes as BURN!!!
Burn…
Burn…
Burn…

Take it all away from me
Nothing can hurt me now
Take it all away from me
Nothing can hurt me now

BURN IT ALL!!!!!!!





  

Rebound Girl


Rebound Girl

Spin your web round me,
Hope and desires
Imprisoned by your glaze,
A mystery transpires.

But now I’m caught in your grip again

It’s not your fault
You’re just a rebound girl
Stop playing this game
You’re just a rebound girl
  
You’re just full of needs
All this attention
Don’t put the blame on me
Creating all this tension.

I never wanted this
I wanted affection
But instead of love
I got rejection.

But now I’m caught in your grip again

It’s not your fault
You’re just a rebound girl
Stop playing this game
You’re just a rebound girl

When you whisper in my ear
I hear the loneliness in your voice
It’s not your fault your like this
You’re just a rebound girl.